Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Angry ramblings of an indecisive almost not-teenager

So. I'm really indecisive. I just can't make solid decisions. And generally I like to believe that this is because I just don't really mind either one of the things I'm deciding between. But really, I can't decide things because I don't want to miss out on anything. I don't want to upset anyone. I want to experience it all. But gah. It's so frustrating.

And sometimes when I do make decisions, I can't figure out whether or not I made the right choice and end up rethinking my decision. Over and over again.

I'm just really frustrated with myself. I have an 8am tomorrow and I've been in bed for 2 hours now. I want to sleep, but my mind won't let me.



edit: talking to my momma makes everything better.