Why are you upstairs?
Because I have to pray. And she can't see me cry.
Why not?
*Shrug*
Is it because something about you being weak?!
*Shakes head*
That's stupid.
It's not that. I don't care if she thinks I'm weak. Well, I guess that partly is it. I need to be the strong one so that she feels okay. Me crying isn't going to help the situation. I couldn't even finish my sentence to Ibrahim before I bursted. If I cry, she'll feel bad. Because I'm crying for her not him. I didn't even really know him. Then she'll have to force herself to stop crying or hide it. No. I can't cry in front her. I want her to rely on me. I want to be her rock.
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