unnecessary

you know when someone asks where are you and you answer in the living room when you were actually in the kitchen. and you don't know why you said you were in the living room.

you know when someone asks what are you doing and you answer nothing, just chilling in my room when you were actually watching a movie or eating a salad. and you don't know why you said you were just chilling.

you know when someone asks why didn't you text me back and you answer oh, i didn't see it when you were actually busy when you saw it and forgot to respond after. and you don't know why you said you didn't see it.

i do a lot of pointless lying and it bothers me. what is about the truth that so many people decide to stay away, even when revealing the truth isn't that difficult? are we that afraid of reality that we need to create this fake, equally pathetic world?