Wednesday, July 15, 2009

i love my friends.

i wish i could entertain myself for hours like i used to.
i wish i didn't blow people off as much as i have to.
i wish i wasn't so awkward.
i wish we didn't have to go through this.
i wish you would stop.
i wish you would stop.
i wish you would stop.
i wish you had never left.
i wish i could understand you.
i wish you give other people a chance.
i wish you wouldn't care so much.
i wish you would care more.
i wish you would let me.
i wish i could.
i wish you would say something.
i wish i had said something. anything.
i wish you listened.
i wish you would tell me.
i wish we didn't fall apart.
i wish you weren't here.
i wish i could dream happily.
i wish that you would let me in.
i wish that you would stop playing games.
i wish that you could make up your mind.
i wish that you weren't so guarded.
i wish that you never created these walls.
i wish you happiness.
i wish we don't stop.
i wish i could believe.
i wish i didn't let you down.
i wish i didn't let you down.
i wish i didn't let you down.
i wish i didn't let you down.
i wish i didn't let you down.
i wish that you could see the truth.
i wish i didn't have to avoid it.
i wish i could block some people but not others.
i wish i had time to read.
i wish you had time to sew.
i wish you had time to paint.
i wish you had time to play.
i wish you had time to think.
i wish you had time to relax.

i wish this didn't matter or mean anything or have indirect references.
i wish this wasn't real.
but it is.
yay.

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