summer. . .

So summer is supposed to be fun and relaxing. Where you hang out with friends. But it feels like that's all I've been doing. Summer is not what I expected. Sure, I like busy summers but now I just want a break. A break from summer? I want to keep hanging out with friends but I want to be home more. I know that doesn't make sense. I don't know what I want. I just need more family time? And it's mainly because of my busy schedule. And my dad's work. We have our family moments, like last night. But I want a family day.

I don't know. I'm tired of going out all the time, but I don't want it to stop.

Oh. And I'm so unbelievably tired of saying I don't know. It seems like that is all I'm saying now a days and I really need it to stop. But that's the thing, I really don't know a lot.
What's wrong with you?
I don't know.
Why are you acting like this?
I don't know.
What should we do with him?
I don't know.
How can we fix this?
I don't know.

I DON'T KNOW.

and I hate that.